Wednesday, August 4, 2010


18 weeks since he died
15 weeks is longest we had been a part (Marine Corps)
11 days since our 11th wedding anniversary
10 days until I leave for Maui
9 days until dad's next surgery at Standford
8 plants plants re-potted
8 pairs of boots that I haven't a clue what to do with
7 days since sis in law officially moved into her new place
6 of us going to Maui
4 of us going to take the horseback trip that James loved so much
3 weeks until the kids are back in school
3 days until my shrink goes on maternity leave
3 days longest I've gone without a nightmare
2 days since my last nightmare
1 day until I'm one day closer to getting out of here and onto Maui


allison said...

thinking about you... wishing you a wonderful, relaxing and HEALING journey to maui. love you :)

Elaine said...

Wow...I don't think I could have stummbled upon your blog at a better time. It made me cry...but made me thankful at the same time, for what i have, and sometimes take for granted. My husband is currently deplyed in Kuwait. And today has been one of those bad days...the kids have been acting up, the house is a mess. You are a strong woman and I admire you so much. I havent gone back to your older posts, and i hope you dont mind if i follow your blogs...